Wednesday, July 28


last night was horrible.
i slept right after i talked to tinashe.
i was sleeping fine.
until 5:30am.

he did it again.
last night was horrible.
i cired my eyes out.
i feel worthless now.
i hope he's happy.
they say scream when you're in trouble.
i screamed. nothing changes.
what made him do so?
god i wish it never happened.
last night and all the nights.
now all is left,
is for me to ask god for forgiveness
forgive me of all my sins.
hoping that would be enough to stop it.
stop all the coming nights.

this is why i hate myself.
life is not simple to me.
my life is pain.
i can't help but cry.